A Comet's Voyage

Welcome Back!!!

2011-01-25T00:23:00.002+05:30

Perhaps, this is is the fourth or fifth time I am welcoming back my viewers in my 'Comet's Voyage'. So, there is every possibility that no more viewers are left with me. And if any one of you are still visiting my blog then Kudos to him/her.

But I am serious this time. I will continue my voyage here. No more excuses.

By the way, a very Happy New Year to All of You.

'Life'

2010-10-31T13:09:00.001+05:30

31st Oct, 2010 12:45 p.m.: I am laying on my single sized bed in my little rented room at Bhubaneswar and thinking about the uncertainty of my future. Lots of unwanted past experiences are flashing in my mind. Those are the things which I will never able to forget but it’s true I don’t want to remember them either. But still they have a huge presence in my daily life. I always believe that one shouldn’t forget his/her failure because from my childhood days mom always quotes the proverb “Failure is the pillar of Success”. As a result of this, these words has an ever lasting impression on my soul but believe me it is not always good to remember all of your past activities. Sometimes it becomes unbearable for you to carry all these things with you as you are unable to share your emotions with others. It is not always easy to share everything with your dear ones as there are things which you always want to keep among yourselves only. Those things you can’t write on blogs, can’t discuss it with your friends, can’t share with your girlfriends but can only hope that one-day everything will turn right and you don’t have to repent for those past activities. It takes a huge toll on your life but I am hoping that it will make me a stronger and confident human being.

Why I am so possessive?

2010-10-03T00:07:00.001+05:30

“Treasure your relationships, not your possessions.”

This is the first time I am staring my blog with a quotation. I am feeling that with the passing of time I am becoming very possessive with everything around me. This is not a hidden secret that I am possessive with my mother. I don’t have any siblings to share the greatest gift in this world to share with. So, it is quite natural that I am possessive with her and don’t want to share her love and affections with anybody. It may seem weird that I don’t want to share her cooked food with anyone. This possession is increasing day by day due to my stay outside home.
But I am feeling that I am becoming possessive with other things. I am becoming possessive with my friends also. Whenever a situation arises to share their friendships, somewhere deep inside me I am feeling a pain. This is quite unnatural. My friends are also friends of other. And friendship always teaches us to share but why I am falling to learn it? My brain is instructing me to share and to feel good but my heart is not responding to this call. Why? One of the root causes for this situation may be that being brought up in a nuclear family I never come across any situation where I need to share something with others. This may play a havoc role behind this situation of my life. I am trying my best to get rid of it but I am failing miserably.
I am going through a very strained relationship. Don’t know what lies in the future.

Welcome Back!!

2010-09-21T23:50:00.002+05:30

Welcome back my readers and followers. I don't know if there is hardly anybody in the world who follows my blog now-a-days, but this is my place, my den. I don't care whether any body follows it or not. I will continue to play with words and try to scribble something out of nothing. So, fasten your seat-belts and be ready for some exciting posts in the near future.

Time has changed a lot in the mean time. I have changed also as an individual, so that change factor will be reflected in my writings also. So, don't expect any similarity after going through my earlier posts.

One thing who will always notice that whenever there is a change, some relationships will always change. Changes may be good or bad but it will change definitely. Such changes will also changed you as an individual. I don't regret for such type of changes because I believe changes are inevitable but for this you shouldn't forget the past. Allow the new to take its place but also create a space for the past. Because of this past you are getting this new. I am trying to follow this self-created funda in my life.

Time to stop here. Will be back soon.

To be continued.......

2009-12-16T22:13:00.000+05:30

The General Manager

WEBFIL LIMITED

“YULE HOUSE”

8, DR. RAJENDRA PRASAD SARANI

KOLKATA - 700 001.

Respected Sir,

(THROUGH PROPER CHANNEL)

Sub:- Resignation from the post of “Graduate Engineer Trainee”.

Please accept this letter as formal notification that I am resigning from my position of “Graduate Engineer Trainee” on December 31, 2009 to pursue higher studies.

Thank you for the opportunities for professional and personal development that you have provided me during the last four months. I have enjoyed working for the company and appreciate the support provided me during my tenure with the company.

Hope to be granted and oblige.

Yours faithfully,

(PRATIK GHOSH)

Kalyani , Graduate Engineer Trainee.

Dated:- 05/12/2009 Employee Code: 500079.

Witness the jaws of 'Death'

2009-12-10T20:58:00.002+05:30

10th December,2009:- This is Pratik reporting from Chinsurah Lunch Ghat. Time 8:15 a.m. Just now five people, including a Comet fell into Hugli river from lunch while boarding it. A very sad incident was just awaiting to happen but the accident was averted due to quick presence of mind shown by the members of the ferry service. I catch up with the Comet and trying to find out what had really happened.

Excerpts from Comet's speech:-

Actually, I am a passenger of 8:05 a.m. But due to some technical snaps it was canceled and so I was waiting to board 8:15 a.m. ferry service. In order to catch the 8:23 a.m. Shantipur local, I decided to stand on the deck of the lunch. So, was waiting when the lunch will leave. I boarded it at the last moment when the deck was more or less crowded. As soon as the rope got released, I realized a back pull and before can realize anything, found my self under water and drowning. At that moment only I thing appeared in my mind that I am dying but within a second I found my self floating in between the jetty and the lunch with four other people besides me, trying desperately to save their individual lives. Keeping my head cool I quickly grabbed the wooden frame of the jetty and was then later rescued by the ferry service members. Coming out of the water I found that others were trying to grab me in order to board the lunch and all were above forty-years of age. A little here-there will made my back or head banged by jetty and I am a gone case as I was falling on the back side without any balance and can go anywhere either under the jetty or under the lunch.

Surely a close save. This is Pratik signing off from the jetty.

Miles to go before I sleep.

2009-10-11T23:01:00.002+05:30

Life is full of surprises. Some unexpected incidents will always happen to divert your planned life on a smooth highway towards a mud road full of pitfalls. But you cannot turn back. You can not apply brake. But you have to accelerate to overcome the road of thrones as early as possible. Every moment in that journey will make you fell that you are in that position for years. Actually you are in that situation only for a moment. The circumstances will make this feel within you. On the contrary when you are on the highway it will pass in blink of an eye. As the environment is full of feel good atmosphere. Your passers by is like your well wishers. May be they are not supporting you from their heart but you cannot identify your true well wishers from that crowd. As every thing seems to be so perfect for you. But who really cares for you, who really loves you, who really supports will always be there waiting for you on the roadside when nothing is going well for you. That person will be waiting for you with a smiling face and waving one hand towards you. You may ask where is that person when you are happy? The person will only smile and will put one hand on your shoulder and will show the path to move forward in your life.

May be when you will come across the same situation, that person may not be present in that roadside where you are expecting. But that does not mean you cannot find your path of moving forward in our life. In that journey you will miss the person very much, the more harder you will try to find the more tough it will become for you to locate that person on the roadside. Even when your life is all set you will feel the absence of that person. But you have to move on uttering the line that person had told you when you first met "Miles to go before I sleep".

No work is Dimunitive.

2009-10-03T21:42:00.002+05:30

I really don't know whether the title of the blog is really appropriate for the story that I am going to post here. It will not showcase my talent as a blogger to think something else and publish it in front of my viewers but it will surely test my skill whether I am a good story teller or not? It is a real story that I heard from one of my colleagues at my new office, Webfil limited. His name is Mr. Abhijit Chatterjee, around 55 years of age. He told me about a real incident that happened in his life in the year of 1978-79 when he was off to the then Bombay for some training.

In that training many foreign students and professors also came. They were staying in a dormitory at a rent of Rs. 2. No man it is not a joke but that was the rent of the dormitory at that time which includes fooding and lodging. But in return they had to do some work like gardening or washing bathrooms. Every day they were assigned a job which they had to do during their free time. On one day Mr. Abhijit Chatterjee was assigned a job of cleaning the bathrooms along with a foreigner whom he did not know prior to the job. He was given brooms, washing soda and buckets to complete the job. he went to the bathrooms and wandering where was his partner? After waiting for sometimes, he started his job in not so good intentions. He was trying to complete his job as early as possible. In the mean time a foreigner entered and shook hands with him and with out losing his time started his job. And he was doing the job like he was cleaning his own bathrooms. Mr. Chatterjee was just spellbound how much effort he was giving in the job. More shock was present for him. Latter he came to know that the foreigner was the HOD of Economics department of Oxford University. My God hearing this I just fell down from my chair.

On the next day he was assigned the job of clearing stones from garden. He gathered those and made small small heap which looked quite nice. In return some British commented that he is doing job like British people not like Indians.

On that night, some french girl invited him to sleep with them. After dinner he went to their room and felt asleep. Next morning when he woke all girls had left. If there happened any mystery that night I did not know. Jokes apart.

But it gave me a lesson that if a HOD of Oxford University was enthusiastic in cleaning bathrooms of dormitory then I must perform my physical job at my office whole heartedly. That is the reason why I have given this title.

Physically Back Mentally Not.

2009-09-25T21:42:00.003+05:30

I am back to my dashboard after a month long gap. In the mean time, may be not everything but somethings had changed a lot or will it just in imagination only? Yes, in this month long gap I had learnt a lot n keeping relationship. Really? Time is the best judge to answer this question. I joined my first job in my life. A memorable event in every job seekers' life. Everybody will always try to remember the incident and want to cherish it in the future. But am I really in that category of people? Again, time can only give the correct answer. I will surely post my experience about my first job in some other post in some other time.

Relationship which is something very special in every human's life. Everybody in the world is involved in one or more relationships. If you are engaged in any relationship, it is a life time commitment and you have to fulfill it. Never expect any outcomes from your relationship. Relationship is based on pure love,trust and faith. If you are engaged in any relationship may be that is with our mother or didi or friend keep in mind one thing that how much you are into they are more into it. So, before taking any decision regarding any relationship try to keep in mind that may be you expect something from them and probably you don't get it so are taking the decision. May be your heart is then hurt mode while you are taking the decision but remember your decision will hurt million times more to that person against whom you are taking the decision.

You can be a millionaire but two things your money can't buy for you. Pure Love and Pure Relationship.

In spite of knowing all this I don't have complete faith in one relationship but I really trust her and don't want to lose her. A fear is always with me that may be I will lose her in near future. But believe me I don't want to lose her. She is more than my life, in fact everything. I just want to keep my faith and trust on her.

I am too tired mentally to carry on writing.......

Didi is Irreplaceable

2009-08-09T20:40:00.004+05:30

Today I am not in any mood to write anything. I am just putting up an excerpt of an internet conversation that took place between me and one of my 'Dada' last night. He is also an engineer and proud brother of his 'Didi' like me.

Arajit Sarkar

Sun, Aug 9, 2009 at 2:23 AM

To: boyhotcool@gmail.com

12:33 AM Arajit: k paaliyechhe re!? :o

me: didi

Arajit: keno kothaai gelo?

me: jhogra hoyeche

Arajit: ore baba...

bhai-didi te jhogra na hole r kar sathe hobe!

12:34 AM me: prochondoi serious hoe gecche

Arajit: to sorry bol...

jokhon bujhchhis j serious hoye gechhe

me: sob bola hoyegecche

ei hocche chondaler raag

Arajit: taale aabar chaap ki...pechhon lege thaak

me: sohoje bhagobanow bartho

Arajit: sob thik hoe jaabe

me: 200ber phn korecchi

toleni

12:35 AM ar kicchu jante chaow

Arajit: 201baar try kor
me: hate betha hoyeche

kannakati

sobi sesh

tobou borof goleni

12:36 AM Arajit: ek baalti gorom jol niye baari chole jaa...dorja khultei dhele dis..

taahole ebaar irritate kora shuru kor...

jotokkhon na maanbe ermo korbi bol

r irritate kor

me: ja irrate korecchi

tate raagari karon

Arajit: ki bhaalo kotha!

me: rakhi te wish korte bhule gecche bolle

12:37 AM Arajit: haa haa

me: orkut thake remove

Arajit: kichhu to!

me: sob testi delete

Arajit: gift na dili wish to korbi

me: community thake bar kroe diyecchi

gift already dewoa newoa hoe gecche

Arajit: naa...thike to

didi-r-o kom dosh na

rakhi-r din-e bhuule gelo?

me: seta na bolle esob korecchi bolle

12:38 AM raag

Arajit: taahole kakima k laagiye de

me: kakima aber kotha thake elo

Arajit: tor maa k bol kotha bolte didi-r sathe

12:39 AM me: ar barir 5ta number thake phn kora hoe gechce

ektaow tolleni

Arajit: naa insaafi hai

booth theke kor!

me: tumi ar uskeow na

3din kanna katti korecchi

Arajit: baah eto kom efforts

me: ta suneow borof goleni

Arajit: didi na fulan debi?

12:40 AM me: ke jane

didi piece gulo ajob

12:41 AM Arajit: tor kopaal taai khaarap...

dosh korlo didi...bhuugli tui!
me: hmm

celebration gulor dam acche na

Arajit: aami to ichhui dei ni!

12:42 AM ulto aamdani korechhi!

me: sobai toh lucky noe

Arajit: aaro ki jaanis.. sokaale didi offc jaaoar samay amai ghumer modhyei poriye gechhe

me: ar ota tumi didir nijer bhai (etoh kicchu poro bodlaini)

Arajit: aami ulto raaga raagi korechhi!!

to ki hoechhe

12:43 AM nijer na hole ki bhaai naa

me: jani na go...amer jibone tai erome

Arajit: ore aamar kobi..

hoye jaabi chhobi

me: 4mnths por chole jabo

taow no reparcation

12:44 AM Arajit: emon korchhis jeno cancer hoechhe docotor time limit die diechhe

me: setaow bolle ki golbe borof?

Arajit: no hcnc

chnc

sentu khaai ki didi?

12:45 AM me: are taroppor arekta jinish korechci
ar sms kore diyecchi ami tomer orkut bhai nije rbhai toh noe tai bhulle jaowa tai sababhik
Arajit:ohh...saabbaash!!

sabbash!

chhotolok

me: amiow kom diyni bollo?

Arajit: tumi didi keo haariye diyechho

bhoga uuchit tomaar-o

me: ei bolle didiri dosh suddhu

Arajit: tomaar degree gulo to jaantaam na

12:47 AM me: ar ow acche na

hoetoh tumi ar kono diniow amer sathe kotha bolbe na

bhalo theko

Arajit: ohh sentu kumaar

me: ar rakhi te wish paowa er ki joggota amer nei?

12:48 AM Arajit: wish taai ki sob?

me: etoh tai baje bhai ami

Arajit: feelings-r no daam?

me: arow acche

Arajit: ki holo kanna kaati start kore dili naaki?!

me: tarpor feedback daow

na na

12:49 AM amader je community ta acche na

angel sisi cute bro

Arajit: hmm

me: okhane thekeow bar kroe diyecchi

Arajit: taate ki promaan holo tui bol to...

sis angel noi?

na brother cute noi

???

12:50 AM me: didir oppor rag dekhano holo

Arajit: amar qn-r uttyor

me: ar jotoh testimonial pathiyechilam sob delete

3din dekho rate ghumoyeni wbut r sem somoyeow amer ei haal hoe ni

tai matha kag korche na

12:51 AM Arajit: ghumiye ne dekhbi sob swapner moto uudhaao hoe jaabe

me: tahole eber bollo dosher palla kar bhari

12:52 AM Arajit: tor ghuum-er

me: serioussly bollo na

kotha boler por jharte parbo

Arajit: ki laabh bolle?

me: uff bollo na

amer beshi hole kostho pabo

12:53 AM mane amer beshi holle

annodo pabo

didir beshi hole kostho pabo
Arajit: kotha boler por jharte parbo??

kaake jhaarbi

me: karon ultimately didi tatoh ameri

didi ke

12:54 AM tai noe ki

Arajit: depends

12:55 AM me: mane

Arajit: didi-r dosh hole maaf kora jaai

nijer hole nijekei korbi naaki!

me: na na didi r oppor sodh tulbo

Arajit: aaro chocolate, naaki??

12:56 AM me: na porer ta ekta bhalo daow merecchi

onnek din thakei pending hoe acche

Arajit: ?

me: setar value barate hobe

wrist watch for mysore

Arajit: baaah...
me: didi ekber jokhon kotha bolbe boleche toh bolbe kono ek din na ekdin

but r u sure bolbe toh?

Arajit: baah...

12:58 AM haarami bhaai saala...

me: ki baah

Arajit: bolbe bole ghaar motkaanor plan-e byasto!

aage maana toh...kotha bolbe seta didi-r mohotyo...tor jogyota nei naaki?

12:59 AM me: acche?

ja sob suniyecchi

nijer didi holeow palatoh go

Arajit: motei naa

tor bhuul idea

me: are na

orkut bhai

banned amader relatione

1:00 AM ragaber jonne otai amer astro

seta r ja proyog

hydrogen bomb e hare jabe
Arajit: ha ha

me: taow sms ta poreche kokhon ghum thake othe

just imagine the impact

1:01 AM office phn kora baron

Arajit: ki sms

me: por por 2din 2ber hoe gehche

oi rekahi r wish paower ki kono joggotai amer nei

ami toh tomer orkut bhai

nijer bhai na

tai toh bhulle gecche bollo?

Arajit: taai bole ki orkut taai sob? relation-r thekeo boro?

1:02 AM me:

arekta acche

tar 1week agei amer bari esecchilo

eber full impact ta bhabe naow
but tumi sure didi aber kotha bolbe?

1:05 AM Arajit: but tumi sure didi aber kotha bolbe?

maane ki?

ohh

achha bujhlaam

me: omonojogi

Arajit: haa...tor moto to chhotolok noi asha kori...

aami hole to aage aaga-paachhtola kelaataam

taarpor bhaabtaam
me: setoh amader 2jonner hata hati cholle

1:07 AM tai amader bari te ele ba didir bari gele dure dure kakimara khate deye

nahole tabler tola diye chora gopta akromon cholle

Arajit: ha ha

1:08 AM me: jodiow setaye ami jiti beshi

1:09 AM Arajit: aamar taai 50-50 chance

me: but didi der ekta advantage acche marpite

Arajit: didi-r gola juurle...sara baari te mone hoi BOSE-r bass baajche

me:

ar didi der chul taner odhikar acche

1:10 AM eta josetho baje advantage
Arajit: ha ha

haa etaao thik

aamr ataanlei maa gaala gaal korbe

aami to gaan sonaano suuru kore di...

r kichhu laage na

me: hain.....ota amader red card offence

Arajit: so so kore temp bere jaai!

me: ar ami toh orkut thake scrap delete

1:11 AM

eber e ekbari delete kore diyecchi
me: ohh

rakhi r jone name taow thik kroe rekhehcilam

seta bola hoeni

tomaye

rakhi='bhalobaser hatkara'

1:15 AM Arajit: hatkara ta batkhara hoye gelo!

me: se ja boleccho

kintu etai thik sure hote parcchi na

didi thik kobe kotha bolbe

tahole porer jalano ta plan kore rakha jaye

1:16 AM Arajit: jalano?

me: hmm

Arajit: tomaar court-e ball asste deri achhe

ekhon didi full form-e ctrl-e rekhechhe

me: asbe toh

hmmm

full mamata di hoe jacche

ja chube tai sona

Arajit: ha ha ha ah ha

1:17 AM me: relation toh noe jeno dadar chaal

daba*

Arajit: tomaar ei dorkaar

gadha ke maanush krote onek piiituni khete hoi

1:18 AM me: jodi jantur namei bolte hoe

didir dewoa jantur name tai bollo

oboshtho

ami

1:19 AM Arajit: obostho ta kon bostu?

me: mane sune sune majhe majhe sei jantui nijeke mone hoe

Arajit: ?

me: honuman

Arajit: bhuul naam diyechhe

me: ema keno

ki dewoa ucchit chilo

1:20 AM Arajit: honuman-r to buddhi hoi
Arajit: nostalgia'

me: didi ow ki bhugche?

ki mone hoe?

1:25 AM Arajit: tor theke to ontoto beshi...

me: sure?

didi ra beshi kostho paye tai na?

Arajit: tui to next ghaar motkaanor plan-e byasto!
Arajit: mon kharap hoya ta to personal

1:27 AM me: kintu didiow toh personal

bhai der kacche

ma er pori toh didi

tai noe ki?
but didi der onnek disadvanatageow acche

Arajit: ?

me: dekho

tumi didir sathe sob sukh dukho share korte parbe

1:31 AM didi parbe na
me: 3din didir sathe kotha hoe ni

last 3yrs e mone porche na

erom konodin hoyeche kina

1:40 AM but didi ke raganor ekta plan hoe gechce

sunbe?

Arajit: porbo

me: hai sei

jedin didi kotha bolbe

kotha boler pori ekta gyaan gaibo

amra harina

harte pari na

dugre thaki,muchre thaki

1:41 AM iccha tobu srishe rakhi

amra hari na

harte pari na

1:42 AM Arajit: tor lyrics na suunleo

gaan suunei line kete debe

he he

na na

yaarki maarchi gaaitey paaris

ssur ta ektu tuule nis

chnte jaate paare

1:43 AM me: hmm........tarpor aber kodin kotha blbe na

setaow amakei calculate korte hobe na

accha...

tome rki mone hoe?

didi ekhon ki rome mental stae acche

kotoh raag?

1:44 AM kotoh ta dukho?

kotoh ta nostalgia?

Arajit: nostalgia 0

raag 50

dukkho 100

1:45 AM me: boro dukho payeche tai na?

Arajit: fon kroe jiggesh kor

me: 200ber

vodafoner system o mone ghabre gecche

1:46 AM but tumi bollo

didi ra ki amader moton bhai ar pabe?

ektu na hoe bhul korechi

otoh raager ki acche

err is human
Arajit: sei

ektu-e korechhis

me: o didi bujhi kichcu korini

1:54 AM Arajit: haa

brishti dekhte gechhilaam

ki sundor law n order maintain kroe prochhe

1:55 AM me: didi raow khash jodi erom hotoh

Arajit: tahole aaro hcapa chhilo

me: law and order maintain kore jhogra kortoh

keno

Arajit: sob kichu tei eta bhul eta thik

me: ta thik

didi

nijer mon

hard 2 discover

1:56 AM Arajit: haa

100% khaati

me: ma der dekhbe

rage acche na adore korche na bhalo bolche

bojha jaye na

mukh dekhe sob bujhe jaye

1:57 AM h korle howrah na halisahar jabe buujhe jaye

Arajit: he he

me: didi bade daow

ar nijer mon

1:58 AM 2min age ek bhabe

2min por arek

ami toh sondhe bose bose bhabchilam didi ki kotha bolbe na ar

ar ekhon bhabcchi next ki kore ragano jaye

Arajit: ha ha

me: but ektu bhoyeow acche

1:59 AM Arajit: amar to mone hoi

maa ke faaki deyoa kothin

me: didi kobe thik rag ta porbe

jaye na

Arajit: r didi-r theke secret lukono kothin

thik bujhe jaabe

daal me kuchh kaal hai

me: kothin na osob jaye na

are mukh dekhe bujhe jabe

tumi ki korcho

tomer moner moddhe diye ki jacche

oi jonnei toh didi ar ma ekta timer por bandhu hoe jaye
me: are ta jinish

didi r importance bojha jaye

2:03 AM didir biyer por

seta tumi bujhbe hare

hare

Arajit: haa seta sotyi

me: tokhon tumi amake dukho share korbe

Arajit: locker haariye jaaoar moto

me: hmm

Arajit: kothai sob secret jinis rakhbo

2:04 AM me: are insecurity

didi por hoe gelo kina
naa re, didi baari na thaakle baari santo santo laage

2:05 AM jhogra, chechanor lok-e na thaake jodi

me: hmm

ar amer toh didi ke paowa mane diner seshe 30 miner jonne orkut e

Arajit: setaao komey jaabe

2:06 AM me: hmm

hoetoh hobei na

tai bolle amer didi amaeri thakbe bollo?

Arajit: eta ki proshno>??

me: na

confidence

2:07 AM but ekhon kotha bandho toh

tai ? pore gelo

Arajit: confusion!

me: mon ar brain je 2toh alada

mon logic bojhe na

brain ta sala logic chara kag kore na

2:08 AM tomer ar amer chat history amader 2di porle ghabre jabe bollo

Arajit: ha ha

bujhe uthte paarle hoi!

2:09 AM me: karon ei age e ese didi der erom dissection kono bhai kore kina sondheow acche

but tobow amader didi amader oppor raag kore

nahole je didi thakbe na

Arajit: ha ha

2:10 AM me: didi ghulo ghumote ghumote na bhirmi khaye

je rate amra dakcchi
Arajit: hihi

me: didi der sathe mone jhogra korle arow closed hoe jaowa hoe tai na
Arajit: khub confusing qn

me: nijer didi thakteow etoh ta confused?

2:15 AM Arajit: ki uuttyor di bol to

2:16 AM me: kal didir sathe jhogra kroe folla fol ta janiow

ba didi kei ask koro

je ami ask korecchi

jotoh sob

2:17 AM Arajit: didi-o paagol hoe jaabe

bolbe tui kon paagoler pallai porechhili!

me:

2:18 AM ultimate conslusion ki holo boltoh ei 1hr ami ar tumi je boklam

Didi is Didi....nothing can repalce it
Arajit: aro aachhe

aamra still confused

2:19 AM me: ki niye?

didi amader bhalo abse kina tai niye toh?

Arajit: naa...thik didi aamader kotota bhaalobaase seta niye..

maane baase ot jaani

me: hain ....mane quantity?

Arajit: but extremity ta kotota huge

me: ki diye measure korbo?

2:20 AM amer mone hoe gretaer than infinity

orom kono range hobe

Arajit: taahole aajker debate-r conclusion ta diye dei!

2:21 AM Arajit: infinity is a quantity that is immeasurable but is shorter than that of didi's love!!

I don't know what to write in the conclusion part.Bye................

Forgive me...plz

2009-08-06T23:41:00.003+05:30

Life is really something which I still not able to discover. How can the life be so cruel,brutal to me? Is this because I am not good? Really, I am not good to deserve anything from any body. I am good for nothing. I have lost everything in my life. In just a matter of 24hours, every thing has changed in my life so drastically that I am not still able to coup up with it. Why I believe those people for whom I am just good for nothing? Otherwise how they can do this kind of behavior with me? May be I expect a lot from my closed ones but don't I have the rites to do that? Yes, I admit that I do lot of things in hurray and without even think about its consequences but is that true every time I am wrong? How can this possible? I am really in disarray to think about any of my future relationships. Can I able to regain the trust that is required to continue any relationship? I cannot answer this question at this point of time. I don't even know how this things always happen in my life? May be this also happens in others life but may be they are strong enough to coup up with it. May be I am not. Why? I don't have the answer. But can anybody please clarify me why I should not speak straight to my closed ones if they any do anything wrong? May be they will get hurt due to this? But will they really get hurt? If they really care for me they will not do the same thing repeatedly. Right? But still they do this repeatedly. I think this is not their fault. The fault is mine as they have chosen me in some position of which I am not worthy enough.

This blog is not related to my love life. This blog is for somebody who is more than any other thing in my life except my mother. Today i cannot write anything more and even can not disclose what has happened in my life.

So,please forgive me...plz ...plz...plz.....

System makes Career.

2009-08-01T12:54:00.003+05:30

Sometimes you arrive at a critical juncture of your life when you try to look back at your past. The mistakes that you have made while making your way to this point. Those never-fading memories which will always remain with you. I am feeling that I have reached such a juncture. The time is set for me to dip down to my past memories, may be some of them will not be as glorious as others. They are not tailor-made memories and that's why they have played a pivotal role in shaping my life to become a responsible human being.

Time is not far away before I am going to start my career as a software engineer. But is this profession I dreamt when I wrote an essay 'Your Ambition in Life' in my school days? No, is the answer because at that time I didn't had the capacity (or the free-hand, what ever you think) to portray my inner feelings. Going with the thoughts of my mother I wrote 'I want to become a Doctor'. This may be due to the fact that my mother had an ambition to practice medicine in her career or she just wanted me to score good marks in the writing? I cannot clear the confusion at this time because I have neither guts nor intentions to ask this type of 'Sach Ka Samne' question to my beloved mother.

School days passed by writing answers prepared by mother, solving maths by implementing techniques taught by her, playing football and cricket in past time, doing all sorts of racing's with cycle and falling in a love. Madhyamik came and I cleared it. Father took me to employment exchange to issue a card against my name. Thus, I became eligible to do a job though I latter came to know passing Class VII was also worthy of getting a clerical job. Do you feel vomiting tutor's notes, solving problems with techniques acquired from others had I learnt anything at that time? I don't have the answer may be you all have.

Madyamik examination result and parents decision made me to take science stream. No body never bothered to ask me which subject I like to read or on which field I want to build my career? Whom I can blame? The examination system? Or the parents? The examination system gave me marks which made worthy of joining science stream. And what's the procedure for that by taking exams on eight various subjects and no one can gurantee if those answer scripts were evaluated by other invigilators there will be a great difference of marks obtained by me. And banking on those marks parents admitted me in science stream. Do they took that decision only just banking on my marks or do they really know me?

After that higher secondary came. That examination had no value at that time. Confused? Yes, because JEE is far more important than HS for science students. Because cracking JEE will help you to become doctors and engineers and you will become cream of the society. You will reach the topmost height of the society and due to this parents will forget to ask you 'Do you really want to sit for JEE or not?' Here also you cannot blame them because it is a cat and mouse race.

Here also an in-transparent examination system will decide whether you will be an engineer, doctor or others. After you completed your graduation, then only you have the power to decide what next? And at that tie you can realize how HS and Madhyamaik examinations were important in your life. But at those exam times you have no power to decide? It is the examination system which decides your career. Not you and me. Yes, parents are responsible to certain extent but what else they can do?

May be I am lucky enough to get my favorite stream or course. Are all of us in India are lucky enough? Is this examination system worthy enough to decide our career? And reaching this juncture of my life I cannot rewind back and start altogether from scratch. So, we have to accept this. This is the fate. Yes, it is true the career I am going to start, I really love it but who can guarantee me that a slight change in marks in any of my examination will deviate my life in some other direction?

'Mohun Bagani' by Birth.

2009-07-30T01:11:00.005+05:30

The decision to quite medical career and become a footballer is unthinkable in present time in spite of sponsors pouring money on this sport. But this decision was easily taken by one bengali in spite of losing his elder brother Radhnath Banerjee, who died on the field while playing for Howrah Union, one year after his birth. In spite of facing stiff resistance from his father who was a lawyer, the boy stood still in his decision to make his passion as a career. And thus a legend was born. Mr. Samar (Badru) Banerjee, who not only played for the 'National Club' Of India, Mohun Bagan from 1952 to 1959 but also became the first bengali to lead India to a commendable fourth position in the Melbourne Olympic Games in 1956.

Born exactly 20 years after Mohun Bagan lifted the IFA Shield in 1911, this young lad's skill was spotted by Bali Prathibha Coach Narayan Banerjee. "Sports used to be your only past time then " quipped by Badru Banerjee, who grew up playing a wide range of sports.

You cannot confined one's talent in a place and similarly his fame spread quickly from his hometown to the Kolkata Maidan and many big clubs tried their best to sign him. In the mean time he lead his college team R.G.Kar Medical College to win Illiot Sheild in 1952 & 1955. While playing for BNR, he was brought to Mohun Bagan by family friend and actor Jahar Ganguly, then Hockey Secretary of the club. He was kept under lock at Aurora Studio in Maniktala, so that no other club can 'hijack' him. Such was the stature of the player.

He made immediate impact in Green-and-Maroon and made the team champions in IFA Sheild 1952,followed by first time Durand Champion in 1953 & first double in 1954 by winning both IFA Sheild and Kolkata league. He was an important member of the team which won the Rovers Cup in 1955 for the first time. He also helped the team to win second 'Double' in 1956 & latter became the captain of 'Mariniers' in 1958.

His playing career had achieved every success that a player can ask for. So, on the auspicious day of 29th July 2009 Mohun Bagan Club felicitated this stalwart with 'Mohun Bagan Ratna' & he was the 10th who won this prestigious award. Mr. Sailen Manna, another legend, was the first recipient of this prestigious awards in 2001.

'I feel honored to receive this award' was the immediate reaction of Badru Banerjee on an recent interview with TOI.

As a supporter I feel honored when my club is giving away this prestigious award to some of our ex-legends which helps me to know about the rich heritage of my favorite club.

Joy Mohun Bagan.

Courtesy: MohunBaganClub.Com.
Times of India.
Mariners-On the Move.

Stepping Stone towards my Career

2009-07-29T11:32:00.005+05:30

This blog is going to be somewhat different from my previous posts. In this blog, I am using this medium to showcase my talent in C programming language. Hmm...sounding over confidence but sometimes this creep in to you when you achieve some success in some field. Yes, for the first time in my life I am successful in compiling a full length code of my project which is very important for my future endeavor. So, cheers.

Now, back to my project and how it will be helpful to you all. Let me clarify one thing straight way, this is not something which is out of sorts but a very popular project assignment for those who are learning C programming language for the first time. There is no award is guessing the project. Yes, you are right it is a project of 'Telephone Directory'. And those who haven't guessed it right, there is nothing to shame about as you have now known the project name.

Now, what are the utilities I am offering in this software. Nothing new my mate, just old wine in new glass. But still I believe my project rather software coined in technical terms has some thing to offer to my clients! Clients? sounds interesting or this is because I am thinking too much about my career as a software professional. Just leave this discussion for the time being.

Now, using this software you can create your own phone book by inserting your contacts name, phone number and address and at a later time you can search your contact by using an of the following options.
1. Record Number (which is unique and not user dependent).
2. First Name.
3. Last Name.
4. Address.
5. Phone Number.

Using the same above mentioned options you can also update your contacts because in the present competitive market of mobile communication many of us are trying to get the best economic offer from a mobile company and so are changing numbers frequently.

Nothing can be completed until and unless you can delete them. This is true in our life also where delete can be synonym ed as death. Here also you can do the same thing using those five options.
But, there is a special option in my software i.e. if you try to search, update or delete any record number which has been already been deleted by the user my software will ask for if you want to update that record number again or not? Moreover in order to insert or update any contact information you have enter a valid mobile or land line number. The valid number does not mean whether the number is in use or not as it is not possible for me to check that but to give a number that can be considered as a number. Confused? use the software and you will get accustomed to it. The last and not the least once you entered a number you cannot insert that number for any other contact. That's all my software is offering.

Do you want it? Contact me and you will get it free from me. But remember one thing after using the software for the first time a text file will be created and never delete it for the perfect execution of the software.

Before wrapping it up, I like to thanks the following persons otherwise this project will never be successful.

1. Souvik Samanta (Coding & Testing)
2. Subhadip Dutta (Testing)
3. Soumitra Banerjee (Idea & Testing)
4. Suchintya Mallick (Testing)
5. Didi (Idea)

So, this is our software not only mine.

Change------When?

2009-07-28T22:37:00.002+05:30

I am back.
I am back from nowhere.
But I am back.
Yes, after a month gap I am back to my dashboard to post a new article. But I have nothing in my mind to write. I am just running through many ideas which are appearing in my sub conscious mind as fast as speed of light. But nothing is materializing. Is it because I haven't written any blog for a month long. I don't think so. I am not a professional blogger. I write my blog for refreshing my mind from doldrums. Hey! I am joking. How can I be in doldrums when I am doing nothing?

This is because one day I was returning home with mother on a rickshaw and the rickshaw puller suggest three things in order to develop West Bengal.

1. Develop education.
2. Develop health.
3. Develop basic amenities.

Don't wonder that what's new in this? But sure you can wonder that if the rickshaw puller can identify the reasons behind the rapid decline of our State then why these can not be identified by our political parties. In our State there is an ongoing trend that if you raise your voice against the ruling party you will be symbolized as 'anti-left'. But I am raising this question against all parties irrespective of left or right, ruling or opposition party. Do something for God shake!

If you all don't do anything. No problem. There will be some questions raised by common people before election, voters will float their views and some one like me will continue writing blog of this type.

But the question is will there be any change in common person's life?
The question can only be answered by Time.

Back to Square One

2009-06-25T22:27:00.004+05:30

Sometimes in life a phase comes when one will feel that this phase is the worst phase in my life. But when one will share his/her feelings with his/her closed kins they will tell you one thing move ahead in life and this phase will not be your worst phase, you haven't seen anything yet. In a single sentence, a complete melodrama of Bengali cinema will be revealed in front you. And you will just have to watch with a face similar to the number of Bengali 5 and in mind will question yourself what I have done? Are they trying to cheer me up or they are keen to make me feel more down?
I really don't have the answer. May be those who are following or reading my blog will also not have it.

But why they will behave in this way? Do they do those thing un-intentionally or knowingly that this help to cheer him/her up or in their unconscious they can see their own such phase?

I am going through such a phase like this. I have already gone through such a phase and so I am a experienced viewer of such a intellectual melodrama and so for this time I have made up my mind whatever will happen but I will not open up my mind this time to any body? Because I am not at all ready to view the cinema that I have seen after my class 12 results again and in fact no remake of it also.

Just completed my B.Tech, already placed in a MNC company where the joining is in next year. So, have nothing to do, getting more than two square meal from dad's hotel at free of cost and thinking from heaven to hell. And, more frustu blog is sure in my pipeline to get published.

Pratik warning: Readers beware of reading my frustu blog. If your health gets detoriated after reading my blog I am not going to take any responsibility.

Kavi Alvida Na Kehna

2009-06-15T10:15:00.003+05:30

Dear Piyalli,

The time has arrived for me to write something about you. It has been long three years that we met each other over net. Actually I found you over Orkut and then we switched over to yahoo messenger for security reasons. Jokes apart. I am still wondering while writing this blog that how three years had elapsed so early. I can still remember the first day of our chatting when I found you quite introvert and was not ready to open up your mind to a stranger like me at that time. But latter everything has changed. Both of us just opened up to each other and with in a few chat sessions we became very close friends and dear ones to each other. We used to chat at night and continue our chatting till late night, sometimes the clock may even struck 3 a.m. but still we are in no mood to end the chat session. But then we have to leave for a better chat session next day as we don't want to get banged by our parents. As the problem is more on your side as your parents till date don't know that you chat online. Great talent yaar to keep this thing secret. Kudos to you.

My didi always remain tensed about our relationship and I have to face many embrassing and uncomfortable questions about you from her side. But I feel she never believed me with those answers, may be this time she will believe me. I can assure you my friend she will deny the allegations. Moreover, you always remain my complain box about my didi. When I am angry with her or not in good relations with her I always share those things you and may be sometimes you felt bored but never told me about it. I don't know with whom I can share those things now.

Three years is a long time. During this three years I have completed my graduations, got my job and you have completed your graduation and now going to Delhi to get your Master's Degree. It is true that most of the time during our chat we chat with out any logic, simply just "Bhaa(n)t" but it always remains a stress buster for both us. We know each other's past and share all our happiness and sorrow as a friend normally does. We are more than a virtuall friend whom I will really miss. May be we both us will get busy in our respective life, may be we will not get enough common time to continue chatting like this past three years but the expereince of this chat session will always be in my mind and I will carry this in my heart till my death. May be I will come across with new friends in my future life but you will always remain a special friend in my life. You know everything about me. I must admit today that you are the first friend in my life who is a girl. I cannot detail all our spicy chat sessions, the way we communicate with each other, the way we flirt with each other, the way we call each other as that will surely lead to some trouble some relationship with both of our life partners. Let it be mystry to them. Because we believe each other, we never felt that we are doing any thing wrong and so we are not answerable to them. It is not possible for me to write any thing more with this kind of emotions. Because in my future I lost many dear ones and was emerged in more sorrowness. But this is the first time that I am lossing some body and still I am loving it because you are going for a higher study and that will surely do immense good in your career. We don't meet with each other face to face and I don't think that has hampered our relationships. May be thirty years down the lane we will cross each other in some unknown place in the world and that night we again logged in ym and started our chatting. That will surely be a great exprience. Because I firmly beleive that our friendship can not end in this manner.

It is quite often that you will find some great friendships in television and cinema but that can also happen in real life. I don't beleive in this before our friendship. Really friendship is something special. I cannot write no more as it is not possible for me to write in this time. Will miss you a lot.

Your's ever,
Pratik.

Happy Birthday Didi

2009-06-07T00:00:00.001+05:30

Dear Didi,

I am writing this letter in this popular medium to wish you " Happy Birthday". It had been quite some time that you came in this beautiful world by making the heaven crying for losing one of her most beautiful child. Your birth accompanied with lots of happiness not only for your parents but also those who really cares for you. I was not around you at that time, not even at the time of your growing years when you turned from a sweet teenage girl to a mature human being. But I can say without hesitations that those days in your life were full of happiness. May be sorrow came to obstruct your path, but I am quiet sure that you overcame it with your cheerful and never say die attitude. You had came a long distance in your life, most of those I didn't know and don't want to know even because I know that you alone have the ability to go all the way.

Most of the things you do in your life does not follow any track and following the same tradition I came across you in Orkut. And from that day onwards you have fulfilled the void created being a single child of my parents. The day was 5th march 2007 and from that day I do not have to search anybody when I want to share any feelings of my heart. You came in my life when I was really going through a hard time but you not only pull me out of the situation but also never allow me to be in such situation any more. You are more than just only these four words "DIDI". May be these four words have some lexical meanings but for me I don't have any words that can replace it. You are busy in your life, may be you cannot give me the time that you intended to give but that never affect my affection,faith and trust towards you. When in a relationship all these things are present in right proportion does business can hamper that relation? The answer is No. I donot know even you also, what the future holds for us but I will never forget you. May be we donot have communication for many years but I can bet with all the pennies that I will earn in my life that if I call you, you will respond me and also pampered me with the special name with which you call me. Sometimes I get annoyed with you for your not responding my calls but your affections turn those into more trust towards you.

You have received millions of gifts, may be more valuable than this, may be more attractive, may be more decorative, may be with more towards your likings. May be this gift will not find a place in that list but as a unemployed brother I don't have anything to give you this time. When I get employed I will surely try to give you that will be more costly than this but I seriously doubt whether that will contain the same amount of feelings of me. The choice is yours.
Till then "many many happy returns of the day"

Yours ever,
Bicchu.

Good Food, Good Life.

2009-05-23T00:34:00.003+05:30

The topic name is not unique. It is a world-wide tag of a FMCG company. If you are still unable to make it out, then I am telling the name of the company straight way. It is NESTLE. Now, the question may arise why I had gone for the tag of that company? Dear Friends, stop speculating whether I have got a placement in the company. The answer is straight forward NO. But yes, I am a part of the company now as I am working as a part timer for a Nutrition Officer of the company.
Now back to the main point, why I have chossen such a tag.

College life had ended. I got the farewell from my department. I will try to write about that incident in a seperate blog. So, no pressure of study. Already got my date of joining in an IT giant in the coming year. So, no need to look for the job in this period of recession. Parents are happy as what I feel since they are not forcing or enquiring what next for me? So, in a single word life is set. As a result enjoying myself day-night. Waking up late in the morning, sleeping late at night, eating good food in DAD's hotel at free of cost, getting everything what I want. So, I can summarize enjoying the aroma of life. No tension, no thinking, gaining weight and feeling that all good things are happening in life.

But is that really so? Is I am enjoying my life? Is the food I am taking to fullfill my hunger does not contain a silent message that oneday I have to be the bread-earner and have to feed my family? Is the life I am enjoying doesnot have a double meaning that I have to provide the same luxury and prosperity that I am enjoying now to my parents when they will be aged and will look for these things from side. Is their desire or expectation is unjustified?

The answer is No. Everybody will tell this. But do all we execute or rather implement the thought? Don't we try to avoid our duties by telling we have the office load. Don't we try to find a single oppurtunity to sent them to 'BirdhaAshram' to that we can complete all our duties by just spending money. In this way they will get 'Good Food, Good Life'.

May be I will change but this article in the blog will not change. It will help you all to identify myself whether I have changesd or not. Only for this I have written the blog for myself not questioning anybody. Dear readers please forgive me if I hurt your sentiments.

Cheers!!!

A strom that wretched life.

2009-05-19T11:53:00.002+05:30

Life is going in its usual space. With everything changing in its own way around my side. I am not going to discuss whether that is good or bad for life but it must be good for those which are changing. The big question that is rising in my mind that whether I can able to cope up with this change. Does copping up of change only means facing the situation with a smile in face or rather facing the situation with a dull face but with a satisfaction of the change in the mind?

Facing the changed situation with a smile in face will surely send a wrong signal to the changed scenario that I have accepted the change whole-heartedly. But is this the right way to showcase our intention towards your dear ones who had changed a lot? May be it is a nice way to keep his/her heart, he/she will feel that I will be besides him/her in the time of needs but will I able to do this? When I am taking my decision from my heart and if my heart is not supporting my action I fear whether I can beside that person during his/her utmost needs. And if I remain present I will only be there physically and not mentally that is sure.

Now, coming to the fact that if I face the changing person with a satisfactory mind I will be mentally strong enough to be by the side of the person when he/she needs. But here lies the most important problem of life. Human beings have their own unique DNA patterns and as a result their behaviour, their mode of thinking is always different. So, what may be right i my view may be wrong for that person. So, at that time the change of the person will not get the node of my heart and whatever he/she is doing I have to accept it with a smile in my face if I don't want to oppose it.

And what will result in opposing the change? It will result in breaking up of something that has takens millions of momemnts to set up and to reach such a stage that whose ending will result in some moments that will be hard to forget.
I am in the middle of such a storm I don't know what should I do now? I am in middle of sheer darkness and hoping to get a ray of light to move up in my life. May be I really missing my umbrella person. God knows!

Amen!!!!!!!!!!!

A Day Out At Dhakeneshwar.

2009-05-13T12:15:00.011+05:30

It was a bright sunny morning in the month of May'09 when me and my parents pay a visit to 'Bhobotarani Mandir' at Dhakaneshwar. My mother is a true devotee of Lord Ramkrishna and she was unable to pay visit to that temple for the last couple of years, she was more energetic and deterministic to make it this time.
As the weather remained very hot and humid for the last couple of days so we decided to move out of home as early as possible to avoid the scorching heat of the sun. So, the day started early for me and I had to wake up at 6:00 a.m. It was really a very tough call for me as I am late to bed and late to rise. But I managed it and woke up around 6:20 a.m. When I came out of bathroom after freshening my self my dad started questioning about my punctuality and my time sense as we are scheduled to board the train around 6:55 am. But I had huge confidence on my self about boarding the train and also had the trust that as I am visiting GOD, she will take care of it. And yes, we easily board the train and reached Bally station around 7:45 am. From there we took two separate rickshaws and then auto (the itinerary was over the Bally bridge) to reach our destinations around 8:00 a.m.

From that time there was a huge crowd of devotee all around the temple from the Ganga Ghat to the door of entering the temple. It was really a site to watch that just on the belief of GOD how can people gathered themselves to offer puja to GOD and they have the belief that GOD can only do good to them.

We brought to separate Dalas (a container containing flowers and sweets for offering) and stood in the queue to enter the main temple where we can offer prayers to 'Ma Bhobotarini' . The line was not too long and so we were able to offer our prayers quiet early.

After that we took sweets and water and roamed around the 12 Shiv Mandir s present in the premises of the temple.

After that we also visited Adhya Pith but as photography was not allowed there I didn't take risk of pulling my shutter.Though taking snap of Ma Bhobotarinin was not allowed but I took it on my own risk.

The return journey was very tough as the mercury already touched 42 degree Celsius and we returned by bus and then by train to back to my home.

Actually it was my parents 25th anniversary on that date and so the visit. Mother bought a chain containing picture of Ma Kali, Lord Ramkishna, Ma Sarada and Vivekanada, the finance was made my me. It was the token of gift from my side.

Vote Day

2009-05-07T11:34:00.007+05:30

Today is a vote day in Hooghly Lok-Sabha Constituency. The main fight is between the Left front and the Maha-Jhot (or Maha-Gho(n)t, who knows. There is also an Independent candidate with a symbol of rail-engine and who's aim is to become the central railway minister. Kudos to his aim. Even the sitting railway-minster will not dream in his wildest imagination to make such a comment publicly. But, one should not forget until and unless you dream big you will not achieve something big in your life. So, in that case myself, a veterinarian of one election is really motivated by this thought. Hey! hold on, is vote is only to achieve for personal goal? There are more important issues.

Now, if we look into the important matters in our constituency one can note down the following points:-
1. Tata's nano tata.
2. Nandigram Genocide.
3. The age old dunlope setdown.

So, there is nothing new to think as a voter before casting mu vote.
Now, what should we expect from this vote day?

1. a stable government.
2. providing proper facilities to all people irrespective of cast and creed.
3. protection from the terrorism.
4. stable economic development.

I think these are the main issues that should be remembered before any Indian cast there valuable vote. I had already analyzed all these points and made up mind before casting the vote and cast the vote aroung 1p.m. And the vote goes to.........

P.S. The left-front candidate is Mr. Rupchand Pal(sitting M.P)
The Maha-Jhot candidate is Mrs. Ratna De.(Don't have any information.)

Infy be true to your commitments.

2009-05-06T23:10:00.003+05:30

Dear Infosys,

I am writing this letter to you with a heavy heart because your sudden would be briefing with us on 11th May is creating some confusing among those who are placed in Infosys during the campus-recruitment drive held in 2008. Yes, I know the economic condition is not bright for the job seekers but if you, a company of such stature fail to full fill its commitments then what the other small companies will do?
Is there is no hope for those who got placed in smaller companies to get jobs in this period of recession? Infy you are the bench-mark of the IT industry in India and if you fail to full fill your commitment then what can we expect from other companies? I was very proud to be a part of your big family but if you want to throw me out in this manner... This does not make any sense. Don't you fell in this track? Then where lies the importance of the subject of Values & Ethics which WBUT taught us so enthusiastically in our last semester. Is there no importance of it? Why the portion of HRM is there in our management subject when the company will not follow up the protocol when the time will arrive for them to execute all those? Come on, Infy try to act more maturally. Please provide us an opportunity to showcase our talents, then you have every rites to throw us out from the Center of Excellence. But, please for God's shake don't treat us like that. Don't break your hearts and trust so early in our job career. Do something to prevent this unethically treatment with us.

Hope, by reading the letter my luck will will surely do some fruitful steps.
Thanking you,
Yours ever,
Pratik Ghosh.

I live in my fantasy world.

2009-05-02T21:15:00.003+05:30

The title of the blog is somewhat different from others. It will not deal with any realistic events of my life rather my feelings in my world of fantasy. Yes, most of the time of the day I live in my fantasy world. There I am the King. Many characters roam freely in that world but in order to enter in that world they have to be really special to me. Some of them knows that they are in my fantasy world and others do not know about the existence of that world. And I don't bother to know them.

In order to maintain harmony among my dear ones I am not going to tell the names of those but some them can surely guess it out. Come on! Its not that so hard.

But one thing I like to share that I had thrown out only two persons till now. Though I can easily tell you all the reasons but I don't want to go back to my those hard days.

I am enjoying my life in my fantasy world and also my real world. Thankz to my two special persons. Please be with my side during my hard days. As I feel some hard days are coming up towards me.

Cheers!

Why Black and White?

2009-05-02T00:55:00.002+05:30

From the starting of my blog I had repeatedly changed my blog GUI. None of the GUI was making me feel like Yes!That's me. I can't see myself in those GUI so at last I turned back to the basic two colors Black and White.

Now, everybody knows that Black makes a statement but to me it is just a symbol of defeat.

And, White symbolize peace but for me it is the energy that helps me to overcome all odds and become a successful person.

So, considering all these I have chosen these two colors to be used as my tool of expressing my feelings in this medium. And, I hope that till my death I will continue with this two colors only to continue my further blogging.

Bye for now. See you soon.

I am back with a Bang!

2009-04-30T19:44:00.002+05:30

This is going to be the first post of my blog for this year,2009. So, wishing my readers (though I think I don't have any) a very Happy New Year.It has been four long months after my last post. But it seems it is just a few days ago. In this time span a lot had been changed in my life from breaking up a relationship to becoming an engineering graduate. All these had taught me that "Life is bigger than everything".

I am very relaxed, calm and composed but little tensed for my future. Because I am a job seeker in this period of recession. I hope that from this time onwards I will be able to express my feelings through this medium and can share my happiness and sorrow with you all. This is one medium in which you can express yourselves without thinking too much about the consequences.

I want to give you all a great news from my side that my "Didi" is going to be a blogger soon. May be my blogs had some effects on her but I can guarantee you that She will never admit it. So, welcome "Didi" to blogging. I will surely post her link in my blog if She allowed me to do so. For that time being be patient.

More to come. See you soon.

I need Sponsors

2008-12-20T00:07:00.000+05:30

We are fast approaching towards the end of another glorious year 2008 and praying for a new beginning with New Year 2009. Count down has begun! So, enjoy the festive session.
Today I am writing this blog after watching a glimpse of today’s Indian Idol episode where Olympic bronze medalist Vijendra Kumar made a special appearance. That time I was wondering how a good performance in any field of sport can catch the media attention. In India, you will always hear that sponsorship is always for the game of cricket. Millions of dollars are pouring and backing the game and it is just believed to be a religion in this sub continental area. And in every talk shows, media coverage every individual will blame because of this biasing other sport in the country is lacking sponsorship and we are not getting any good sportsperson or performance to cherish in the field of other sports.
I also believe that but today I cannot go with this point of view. It is not that cricket is only sport being played over India for the last century. There are various other sports where we really excelled in those like hockey, football , kaba-di etc. it is only after winning the World Cup in 1983 by Kapil’s XI that really changed the scenario for the game of cricket. But that doesn’t mean that sponsors from other sports just leave that sport and begin to support cricket. It is not that.
It is only that string of poor performances, lack of support from the common people that have brought the downfall of other sports. If there is support it is only in some patches. Like the football derby in Kolkata is worth mentioning. But it is not enough for the sponsors to be attracted.
You will find that after Leander Paes and Mahes Bhupati’s goods performance in the field of tennis have make that sport a very popular among the Indians whose end product is Sania Mirza, Somdev Burwan etcs.
Visnawnathan Annad is the number 1 chess player in the world but before him there is no one whom he can follow. But because of his pure dedication and hard work he has reached his goal. But he never blamed sponsors during his struggle period. And now we have a pool of talented chess players who still lack sponsor support.
So, my personal point of view is that having bad performance and losing sponsors and just blame cricket for it is a excuse. Time has arrived for the sportsman of other field to pull up their shocks and deliver good performance in that field and still if sponsors don’t come their way then they start the blame again. But during that time they may try to improve their own performance.
No more today. Hope to meet you soon…..

A Day....I want to forget....

2008-12-19T00:06:00.001+05:30

In your life sometimes a day passes in which all things goes in your favour but still you fell down and out. The last day of my life is like that. My favourite team Mohun Bagan beat arch rival East Bengal and enter the Federation Cup final for a record 17th time. I thoroughly enjoyed the match and celebrated well with my friends but still my mood was not turned on. I don’t know why? In other days I will jump and punch in the air like a kid of 16. Though I still believe that I am a kid by heart.
When I sit down to find why I am so feeling alone and down today I only come across the following points. Firstly, the economic meltdown is really taking toll on my life. Some may wonder how such a global cause can be an effect on an individual like me? Yes, you are right. I have nothing to do with that but my future life is very much dependent on that issue. And most importantly joining private concern is my personal decision and I firmly believe that I can do well in that. But my parents are opposing it and forcing me to sit in government service job. I really love my mother and I can do anything for her but ma when you will have faith on me?
Yes, I admit once upon a time I had done a terrible mistake but believe me I will not repeat that again. Please have some faith on me …please…please….
Secondly, sometimes the urge of expectation within our self becomes very demanding. Dreaming is a very good thing but it becomes better when you can execute that dream. I have some personal goal which I really want to execute and I am confident enough to do that. But what will happen if a I fail to do that? That thinking is really hurting. I know it is a pessimistic thought but at the end of the day every one is human being, everybody fears of losing. I also feel the same way. I want to come out of this but not finding the way to come out of it.
I am too much tired to write any more. One line is really coming across my mind…..
“Miles to go before I sleep….”

Thanks Subha

2008-12-15T00:13:00.002+05:30

It is nice to hear from my viewers that the template of blog is really attractive. Their comments are really encouraging. But I like to share one thing with my viewers that it is not only my work that has brought this wonderful blog to you but it is the hard work of one of my closed friend who is equally responsible for this new look.
His name is Subhadip Dutta. We meet over net for a project work. Though the project fail to yield any fruitful results but a truefriendship has really turned out between him and me. We don't have meet each other, we just chat over gtalk but I can truely assure that we are very close to each other not only in our hearts but also in our way of thinking. Truely Subha, I really cherish your friendship and I pray to God that no matter in the world can break this bondage between you and me.

May be it is by chance that we both are recruited to the same company. So, I am really looking forward to spend some quality moments with him.

Thanks Subha not only for being a friend but also for such a wonderful human being you are.

50 paisa......

2008-09-11T21:33:00.001+05:30

The incident happened on my way back to college last week. After some tiring work in the college we were returning home. I and my five friends were waiting for the train at the Kanchrapa station. As usual we were gossiping and trying to leg pull one another. One of my friends was asking for Re.1 from every friend so that he could buy a cigarette. But none was giving it to him.
At that moment a woman beggar came to us and started counting us. After she finished counting, another friend of mine inquired whether she required Rs. 6 from us? She just replied to give her something. That boy gave her 50 paisa which he was holding in her hand to buy the cigarette. The beggar took the coin and just in a second returned it back to the boy. My friend was amazed and all of we started laughing loudly by the unexpected behavior of the beggar and the expression on my friends face. But after sometime the same beggar came and wanted her 50 paisa back. But this time my friend did not give her and told that he had learnt a lesson of helping the poor.
Then the train came and we went back to home. But while returning I was thinking whether we acted as a human being? Whether the beggar was wrong of not accepting the money? Whether my friend was right of not giving her the money at the second time?
I don’t have any answers to all these questions. May be the readers have it. So, waiting for their replies.

My first & last Love

2008-08-22T20:56:00.000+05:30

I am going to write today about those days which give my life a new direction. May be it was not intended but I am really happy now and also want to be get leg pulled by my peers about those incidents. Those who don’t know me let me tell me I am telling about my higher secondary’s days.

I was an average student and just accumulated about eighty-five percent marks in my madhyamik examination. As I felt to satisfy my mother’s target, I was little disappointed. And thought I should try to full fill my mother’s next target of being a doctor. With this aim in mind I started reading my higher secondary studies. But all got messed up in the middle and I eventually turned out to be an engineering student. That story I am going to unfold in this blog. Though me, my mother and my didi knows about the whole story but I am ready to disclose this in front of the whole world.

To have a better understanding about the story, let flash back to my class 9-10 school days. In those days, I had the first crush on a girl whose family rented one of our rooms for studies. She was a good student no doubt but was little restless and also believes that she is better than me. At first I don’t like her attitude. I thought she was self centered and don’t have any interest on opposite sex. But all things got changed when my best friend proposed her and she accepted it. But it is true I don’t have any feelings of losing her because at that time I don’t utter a single word with her.

Now I have to tell something about my best friend otherwise all of you will not able to maintain the flow of the story. We are both friends from our birth and we do all naughty things together in our locality. He is eccentric, adventurous, daring and above all a big heart which is rarely found in this time. We just rocked when we come together and every one in our locality, schools and private tutors know about this. As he is not so much good in his study so our private tutors sometimes give me responsibility to do his homework. I really enjoyed teaching him and he becomes completely changed when I teach him. He is so good to be described.

Now he proposed that girl and for the sake of his future I thought I should make friendship with her. And friends she will be my first friend who will be girl. I found out that she is ambitious, cool and had loads of interest on astronomy and as I have interest on that subject also, so we become good friends together. She used to hide and see me from her room which is opposite to my study room and tried to show me that she is ignoring me. I on the other do all things to make her angry like seeing straight in to her eyes, through stones to their pet dogs. But all those things happened before our friendship. After that we had healthy competitions in studies and eventually I became the winner as she got two marks less in madhyamik. So, friends have a clap for me please………..

Thank you….

But my feelings for her changed after that. I wanted to spend quality times with her and used to take those routes through which she goes to go to her private tuitions. But my best friends were unaware about those. Though I am a late riser but to see her, I changed my English tuition in the morning and used to go out of my house 30 minutes early to have a glimpse of her though it will take only five minutes to reach my teacher’s house. One such fine morning she told me that she only accepted my best friend’s proposal only to teach him a listen. I was shocked and when I convey this message to him, he just ignored and went on with her and stopped talking with me. We don’t even speak for six months but after that they had a spat and I got my friends back and was very happy.

In the meantime time our friendship grew stronger and I used to leave my room early to talk with her and she was studying with me in two coaching classes I was getting close to her more and more. But I never conveyed my feelings to her and I don’t even know whether she knows my feelings or not. She always want to be an engineer and I also forgot my mother’s dream and started neglecting my biology studies but also not practicing mathematics enough. But I always dreamt to study with her in same engineering college. All those negligence turned out to be havoc on me and got poor marks in higher secondary and even a telephone like rank in my JEE. At that I was in hell like, naturally my parents were upset and they told me anything and I just listened to them. Because I had nothing to say against them. To make the situation more badly I lost contact with her. I forgot to tell you, that in order to keep in touch with her I bought a mobile set on class XI against my parent’s desire. So they cannot be blamed for their scolding. I made my mind to commit suicide. As my mother is a good friend of me, she actually knows all of this before though I though she never comes out of house but that’s why they are called mother. She said me that yes you have made a big mistake, but it is you who can overturn it. Those words of her are still in my heart and she restrained me from participating the 1^st councelling. And I got admitted in a college with physics honors. I got my ground. Though from that time I realized I am in love with that girl but we don’t have any contact.

May be ‘The All-Might’ have some mercy on me and for the first time in JEE, there was a recounciling and I got admitted to JIS College of Engineering, Kalyani. Later by chance I got her number and phoned her. She came as cheerful and told me she will meet in weekends and she was staying in a hostel. We meet in a place on that weekends and she conveyed that she was in real love now. I showed her that I am happy hearing that but I was broken in pieces. After hearing that I felt that I had lost her.

I concentrated more on studies and extracurricular activities to forget her. But she still holds a special place in my heart. But new college friends, new studies, orkut friends and above all my mother & didi made my life really a joyful world. So, a hearty thanks to all of you.

After three years she met me on orkut and told that she is not getting well with her boyfriend. We talked about that over phone and she told me she wanted to continue our friendship to again back to her normal life. But I don’t want her anymore in my life and so I proposed her straight on orkut. She was aback and told that she can’t take any decisions right now. We meet on that same place on Mahalaya and she told me she had resolved the problem with her boyfriend. We decided that it will be last meeting and told me that I deserved a better girl in my life than her. But I don’t believe it.

Though I am ready to get leg pulled by my friends but I don’t want to disclose her name as she is now happily enjoying her life with her boy friend.

Thank you to her for making my life and also to my mother and didi for their full supports. And also my all friends.

I don’t miss her anymore.

I forgot to tell many things but all those are not necessary.

A day in the Parliament

2008-07-23T21:09:00.000+05:30

Like any youth of India for the last few years I was following the development of the nuclear deal that is going to be signed between the world largest democrat countries India with the most powerful country of the world America. I have an interest on this development partly because this burning topic may become a group discussion topic in my campus interviews and partly because I want to know how this deal will affect us in the years to come.
So on 22nd July when a special parliament session was going on and being aired on television I thought that I should have a look on it to make my idea clear about the deal and also observed some of the country’s prominent legislator’s speech and their point of views on this very important debate. It was the second day of the session and the trust vote was expected at the end of the day. I don’t support any parties. So, I was watching from a neutral point of view.
Now, we have to look back that why this motion is introduced by our UPA government under the leadership of Dr. Monmohan Singh. Now it is worth to mention that this deal was first initiated during the time of the NDA government under the leadership of Mr. Atal Bihari Bajpayee, the then prime-minister of India. But after his government’s tenure of five years NDA tasted defeat because of various reasons. Congress came out to the single major party but they alone cannot touch the magic figure of two hundred and seventy one which is require forming the government. Now, for the first time in the India government Left parties came to the parliament with some odd sixty members under their kitty and they became the king maker of the government. Now, it was clear that they will not form a government with alliance like BJP because of their different political point of views as in their eyes BJP is a communal party. So they support the Congress party depending on issues and they themselves restrained to be part of the cabinet members of the government. That time India was facing another crisis because at that time Congress was lead by Mrs. Sonia Gandhi who was an Italian origin and is the wife of Late. Rajib Gandhi. She, herself holdback from the post of the Prime Minister and elected Dr. Monmohon Singh who was the Finance Minster of the Congress Government during the time of Mr. Narashima Rao, to lead the UPA government with support from the left from outside. The Indians were pleased and happy that a stable government had come into force and expected that government will be allowed to complete their terms of five years. But many political persons expressed their doubts that it may not happen because of the support of the Left parties.
Years passed by, various hurdles come in front of the government. Inflation touched all time high in the Indian history. World petrol price reached all time highest, UPA government increased the oil and gas prices. There were strikes, petitions etc. One such strike was in West Bengal and it was supported by the ruling party the Left front who was happened to be the member of the UPA government. The next day was followed by another strike called by the leading opposition party of the state Trinumul Congress.
It is important to note down that the Left parties is against the Congress in the state and they are supporting the same party in the parliament to stabilize the government. I think this is what politics is all about! Another point is that, on the first day the IT industry was not excluded from the strike but it is on the industry that the government banked in the state for foreign investment. Now, move our attention to the central politics.
A committee was formed consisting of delegates from Congress, Left parties and other parties to discuss the terms and conditions of the nuclear deal. After nine such meetings the Left parties failed to restrain the government to go on with the Nuke-deal. Inflation was increasing week by week. And so at the end of the June the Left parties withdrew support from the government and the UPA government became a minority government. The stage was set for some regional parties to take the advantage of the situation and exercise the power. The Samajbadi party lead by Mr. Mulam Singh yadav and Amar Singh took the side of the UPA government while the Bahujan Samaj party lead by ‘Bahenji’ Mawavati joined hands with the Left parties to bring down the government by defeating them in the trust vote.
Various allegations were made against each other by various parties about ‘horse trading’. This term is very new for any person who has no knowledge on politics. It is about buying MPs from other parties and forces them to vote for some other parties and make them abstain from taking part in voting. Media flashed that horse trading is in full swing with prices ranging from 3 to 25 corers. I just think ‘Wow! The vote of an MP is 25 corers. Then we should be paid by parties while we cast our votes. Or at least give a treat to us .‘ But, after sometimes when my conscious came back I began to think ‘Is this democracy on which the Indians are proud of?’. All this ignited my mind to have a look on the parliament session.

When I switched on the TV, our Finance Minister P. Chidambaram was giving the speech. There were lots of interruptions from the opposition parties and the respected speaker Mr. Somnath Chaterjee had to intervene to bring the situation under control and tried all his power to make them silent. But all are in deaf ears. From the speech of the Finance Minister I gathered some mere statics about the crop production in India, and another important point that China is using nuclear energy to generate their 2% total power. He even brought an allegation that some of the MPs do not want India to go ahead of China.
Then an opponent leader V.K Malhotra took the center stage and began to talk against the motion. But, I was surprised that there was no relevant point it. The speech consists of some mere allegations against the prime minister and the convicted MPs. The whole atmosphere became heated. But hold on! There are convicted MPs in the parliament of the largest democratic country. Is it permissible? Yes, after all they are MPs. Here is another lesson for the non-political people. Is it left or right? Let the viewers decide.
Then came the blue-eyed boy of the Indian politics. Mr. Rahul Gandhi son of Late Rajib Gandhi and the projected Prime-Minister in near future. What a dashing entry he had made. He started his speech with words that he will not speak as a Congress man but a youth of India. Then I heard a slogan ‘Oye Indian’. I was surprised and felt aback. That if any MP made this comment he is not proud to be an Indian?. Do you think that this MP should be in the parliament? Do not get agitated, it is politics. But Rahul Gandhi handled the situation that ‘yes, I am proud to be an Indian’. He tried to figure out a relationship between energy security and the poverty by citing examples from a village where he recently visited. He concluded in the way that India should think about how she will impact the world rather how world will impact India. I am deeply moved by these words. Yes, this is difference between a powerful country and a country who want to become a powerful one. It showed that the fresh blood thinks politics from larger point of view rather than the regional points. Many leaders followed. But none of them except Omar Abdulla had any impact on me. Omar Abdulla talked to the point.
But at the end of day when I sat down to think that what I have gained from today….those words came ringing back to my ears..’India should think how will She impact the world rather being worried about how the world will impact india’. It gives me a new way of thinking and I think the viewers will feel the same way.

War versus Parents......

2008-07-04T11:08:00.000+05:30

From the title of the blog one will wonder that there is nothing new in this article.But, for them I will request them to go through it entirely and find yourself if there is anything new in it! You will just comment "Oh! man, it is personal battel!Why are you publishing it infront of the whole world?". Yes, you are right mate. It is my own problem, the battle is against my own parent but I can assure you that many of you can find a resemble of yourself in me.
War is nothing but a fight and a result in favour of either of the competitors who are engaged in the war. A child war against his/her parents is that they may not give him/her the games, toys or other things that he/she wants while travelling or passing by a mela. But I am not going to tell about that war. I am telling of a war that has a lasting effect on the future of the child and even that may be the reason for his/her carrer path.
Parents always try to fullfill their unmaterilized dream through their wards. As a result of which the wards are forced to take up those field of studies which he or she is least interested. I am the worst sufferer of this situation. After completing my Class 10, when I got admitted to class 12, the only aim that was set in front of me by my parents in that I have to be a Doctor! How crazy they are! Though I got average marks in class 10 but I am least interested in that horrible life-science subject. But alas, I cannot protest and began to study it.And after 2 years of sheer wastage of energy I found my self in a place where I am not selected not only to study medicine but also got a mobile number rank in my engineering course. So, the score is now in favour of me 1-0.
Now, after 3 years there is now possibility of another war. This time the war is between private sector job and the goverment one. I want to get myself in the IT world where my parents forcing me to join goverment jobs by supporting their point of view with that the goverment jobs are more secure and trustworthy. But now I am raising my voice against them. Its my future, I am ready to face the music and also confident enough to face the consequences. But who will listen!
I want to make the score 2-0 but cannot gurantee it right now!
So, the question is who is responsible for this kind of war. I haven't found the answer. May be any of you can find it!

Infosys Conqured

2008-06-28T14:02:00.000+05:30

Date :- 3.5.2008
Name of the company:- Infosys (no need to give any introduction)
Place of campusing :- JIS COLLEGE OF ENGINEERING ,KALYANI
Previous Experience :- Cognizant Technology Solutions (dropped from P.I. round on 3rd march 2008)
Personal Introduction:- Pratik Ghosh, B.Tech 3rd year student in Applied Electronics and Instrumentation
Engineering.
Preparation Time:- Books:- verbal and non-verbal books by R.S Aggarwal
GRE Barron mainly for TCS. Godfreid , kanitkar for c language. Gaonker
For Microprocessor 8085. Salivana for Digital Electronics.
Website:- www.scodz.com, www.about.com, www.wikipedia.org and various
Websites for English sections.
Presentation Experience:- Conducted by a HR Manager. Gave Information about the growth of the
Company, about total number of employees, service offered by the company
Clients of the company and showed the video of the Mysore Training Center.
It is really a place to watch. They do not come to campus with selected
of offered letters.
Aptitude experience:- Conducted by their own recruitment cell (eastern wing). 35 marks on
Mathematics and 30 marks on English. Total 65 marks in 1hr.
Mathematics portion consists of data sufficiency, pie-chart problem, puzzle on
sitting arrangement etc.
English section consists of 2 big comprehensions. Best way is to find the answer
directly from questions and as usual grammar part like correction of sentences,
best possible alternative.
Though there is no negative marking but there may be hit ratio.

Personal Interview:- Conducted by a young person. He was very friendly. Looking at my profile which was to be filled up after the presentation was over. In Infosys PI there will be only HR questions along with puzzles. Following questions were asked to me.
1. Tell me about your strength.
2. Tell about your weakness.
3. Tell me about your goal in next 5years and after 20 years.
4. Tell me about your hobby.
5. He asked me how you will I conduct the college feast.(as I told him that under my supervision in our school Saraswati Puja was held and at present I am the secretary of our local club)
That’s all. It lasted for 25 minutes.
Summary:- Always be confident while answering in PI. Time management is important in aptitude. Always prepare a supporting sentence to that you are telling. Facial expression is important; do not show any nervousness during your answering. Never forget to give proper greetings.
I got selected. Hope you will be also. So, all the best to the readers.

1stday at school

2008-06-16T22:32:00.000+05:30

It is always a special memory for everyone to got to school for the 1st time. I am going to tell my that experience here. Though it was my second school as I studied before in a kinder garden. I got admitted to Sri Aurobindo Vidya Mandir after giving a written test and a personal interview of my parent. So, credit also goes to them.

Now. after that I with my family went off to puri. So, I did not turn on for school on 1st day and as a result had no sit when I latter joined it. On very 1st day my father took me to school in his famous bicycle. I enter my class 1 sec- A and found the class was full. I was nervous and anxious and thinking where to sit. Suddenly, a well-built boy asked me "Do you want to sit?"

I said - "Yes" but there is no sit available beside him. Actually, the sit is a small desk and a chair.
He then to my extreme surprise got hold of a boy and just pushed him so hard that he along with other friend just tumbled and he just ordered them to sit in back rows and they followed his order.
He then made me sit beside him. His name was Avijit Chatterjee and he became not only my good friend but also a bodyguard of me who protected me from the attcak of other guys. i lost his contact but still he is fresh in my mind. God bless u dear.....

Didi's Birthday

2008-06-06T22:31:00.000+05:30

Today is 7h June, birthday of my didi. May be she is not my blood related didi, may be I don't know her for last 20 years but I know her for just more than 1 year, still I can close my eyes and can see her like a star glowing with full care in my world besides my mother.
She is a pillar of strength to me, a motivator, a guide who always raise the bar of my success. She always leads me to the correct track of my life when I lost my way in sheer darkness. She is always there in the critical turning of my life road,standing with an umbrella to hit me to the right direction. She is so caring but never expressed that in front of me. She called me with a special name but when she became angry she called me with anything that may include ass to monkey. According to her, I am the worst bro one can get, being a 3rd year graduation student I am only in class 2 in her eyes and the greatest idiot the world has ever produced.
Inspite of pampering me so much, she never lend her helpful hand in any critical decision I have to take. That makes me a self confident human being. Thats are speciallity.
She never allowed me to be in any complecent position and always increase my hunger for success. I know that when I am in depression she will not only share it but also pull me out of it but in her own way like scolding, hitting etc. She had yet offered a gift to me but unnoticely she had gave me a most precious gift which I and she know. She is too good to be expressed in words, to be described in one blog, to be said in emmotion. She is what that I still yet to discover and may require another 100 years or more for that.
So, today I take the opportunity through this medium to express my greetings to her on this precious day in her life. A surprise gift is waiting for her.
"Happy Birthday To You Dear Didi".

Rainy Day Routine.....

2008-06-05T12:05:00.000+05:30

It's rainy day. Atlast, after those heat waves for past few months, its really great time.

Thankz to our rulling party bandh, I can enjoy this rainy day like my child hood days. But its true that because of strike my semester exam got cancelled and we have to appear for it on some other time and moreover, it brings a lot of hardship for those daily breadearners but what can we do?

Can we do nothing? Can't we protest against this inhuman activity? Can't we develope a strong mass protest against it? Yes, we can but we will not do because we love our life most. With the advancement of time we have become selfish and we want to lead a peaceful life and only care about our family, peers and dear ones. But those who had stepped forward in past for the betterment of the society, where are they now? For the last few years, we are hearing a strange division between our state intellectuals, is it really possible to divide a good mind power. May be this is only possible in this "peaceful" state.

Now, coming back to daily routine. Morning is as usual full of mundane task and studing a little opto-electronics.

Today is "World Environment Day" , so try to keep our environment fresh and healthy.

Moreover, its birthday of one of my brother who used to be my Additional Physics teacher in my school days. So, "Happy BirthDay To Him ". Really, its a birthday week for me but without any treat.

Daily Routine

2008-06-04T23:33:00.000+05:30

This day is going to be historic in my life as it is the first time that I am writing blog. I like to thank Mr. Shatadru Gupta for encourging me for this new venture.
Now, the question is who am I?
Well, I am Patik Ghosh, a 3rd year B.Tech student in Applied Electronics and Instrumentation Engineering. I think this is enough for now.
Today is also birthday of my little sister so "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER".
Tommorow is a strike due to hike in petrolium price, so no exam tommorow but that is not what I really want because this subject "Digital Communication" is really a tough one.
Thats all for the 1st day. Bye.